I know I should be more appreciative of having the opportunity to go to post-secondary school... I do recognize that I'm incredibly fortunate, and that I'm doing a good thing for myself in the long run... but ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I cannnn't wait 'til I can FINALLY (for the FIRST TIME IN 18 YEARS) NOT BE ATTENDING SCHOOL!

It's my last year... until I decide to get another degree, which i'm sure i'll end up doing.
But for now, I want out. I'm (literally) sick of living my life from books to midterm to articles to midterm to paper to exam to final to paper to assignment to termpaper. I feel like I'm never not-stressed. And I know it's getting me ready for the "real world" whatever that may be, but I need a while to be able to go out, find out what I really like, find out what I want to be, what is wanted from me. And i don't feel like I'm able to truly search for that while i'm so study-focussed.

I know this is all very cliche - I'm sure most students go through this at some point. But it being cliche doesn't make it any easier! hehe.

7 more months... for now.